I am such a moron

Seriously,

So last night after my day of craziness I decided that I was going to try something, and that something was praying on paper. Weird I know. Nothing else seemed to be working so my thoughts were that if I can keep the prayer concentrated it would help, you know instead of trying to get it out of my crazy head where things never sit still. So I decided that writing it down would be the best idea and then I could repeat it. Here is one of the things I prayed for, I prayed for God to send me confirmation that what I was doing with this book and this blog were the right thing. But being the blind dummy I am, I didn't see any of it until just now.

I woke up this morning to a beautiful message from someone I love dearly, thanking me for writing. They wanted me to know that what I was doing was really helping them and others.

Nice huh?

Did I think for a second that that was any sort of confirmation?
Nope.
Blind.

All day as I wrote and surfed the wonderful web I kept seeing adds for books by Iyanla Vanzant. Now it's not like she has a name like Jane Doe, how many times have you heard the name Iyanla? Me, never.
Did I see that as confirmation?
Nope. I thought that maybe my computer was psychic. I actually said out loud "huh, that's strange, what are the odds?" It didn't hit me until I was closing up my computer for the night and I saw half of an add at the bottom of my screen that said, and honestly I'm not lying
"Iyanla Vanzant and her brilliant work are something you shouldn't miss."
Blind.

So there you have it folks, I asked for confirmation and I've been getting it all day I just wasn't paying attention.